I find myself running across songs that completely take me to a place in my heart and my mind where I hear you laugh and sometimes cry for you. It’s a place I don’t go too often because it’s often too painful.
I listened to a song over the weekend called ‘jealous’ by Labrynth. The feelings of frustration the artist expresses.. hating the rain, the finality of his special love gone, his visions for a life is crushed.
I can’t help but find myself slipping into memories of you, Scotty. You are gone and I can’t help be jealous that you are happy talking with those who have gone before you, or you are happy because there is no sadness there. Jealous cause I use to be the one to make you laugh or smile. I use to be the one who would spend hours talking to you about life, the future and all things that gave you happiness. Jealous but grateful that you are happy without me. Love you a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck. Missing you terribly, jealous you are happy without me. Someday I will get one of your hugs😘🤗❤️ Jealous